aliiini @ 2008-11-06T08: 53:00
Yesterday I cried my father to ask about whether I was ill. Fair enough. And then he asked if I'd come over to cook food (wtf ???!!!) or whether I would eat tomorrow. I think it chops here! If all the spin, or what? The same he has ever asked me on Tuesday morning because I had just called and hung up quickly was because I then occurred, which he is on course so'n comic by the employment office. Then he called back. I wanted to, he buys me biscuits and it brings me. But I had asked my mother and she has visited and has brought it to me. She's got me a drug from the Apo brought (what I had not asked, because I always have for 18 €: o was shopping at the Apo) and cooked me tea. Hear, hear! My mother! * * Staun
Well anyway, he then said as yesterday. I was so pissed. Not that I would not like to cook and not for others. Who else should I cook, especially things like that really pay off for several people, as well as real-consuming and it takes so much different stuff. And what I get for it? Nothing! I gave him then said he should call my brother if he cooks him something to eat. Then he said, I would have at once so bad mood. No, I did not, I do not let me use only so much! That was really the limit ... I live just as my brother still at home. Well, I'm not drawn out "officially". My things that I need not necessarily be still there and I give my mother even more money and stuff. But I'm just like my brother is not there anymore!
Why should I cook for him? Had he then also asked when he have something to cook for me. Yes, he would give me cook something on Sunday, then when I come over. Jaa, 3 mini potatoes and 1 scoop canned vegetables. Wow! I'm sorry, but this eat. I do. not. And I'm tired of them not at all. We need to save, yes, but meat must always be. Sure! Woah.
Every time he asks when I'm free next time. I have released only one day, he asks me too. And then I say no and then he asks me what I had to do with anything more important. Nothing, just nothing! Who is here unemployed and spends all day at home. I do not! I have the reg so on ..
I let this emotional blackmail to stop! The problem is that it unfortunately is as much as I do. He has just as no one like me. This can be blackmailed well with this number compassion "I have no one except you, who cares about me." But I am not a child and he the father? I was always bought everything I wanted, but love can not buy. And a hug and feeling not. I want to not be honest. Why? The only job far better themselves at me, which I, my friend. He sees me as I am. He is the only one who looks into my eyes and I know what I feel. I can not fool him, never. Oh ...
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